angry, frustrated

simon has never been this angry and frustrated in his entire life these few weeks...

i dunno why but lately i've been getting very angry and frustrated over little things, and stupid things. like i totally lose control of myself and go into a rage and start, becoming mad. i need to cool down man. i think the reasons why i have become like that is due to my stupid computer which is totally busted and gone, my inability to find things before i go out, and my irritating sisters.

since the crashing of my comp, i did not feel much. just very pek chek. but wat i cant stand is not being able to access the internet. it's like being cut off from the world, from the frens, forums, news etc. damn sian la. and now my sis comp also cant work so i'm using my other sis laptop. it's soooo irritating. and also i'm angry over little things like not being able to find my stuff. i'm a grumpy old man i need to beat things up and punch stuff. haha dont think i'm crazy i just need to let loose...and also my sisters sometimes really irritate me a lot and i dunno how to control my temper and just scream. then my mom will come and scold and my sis will yell and i will yell and in the end everyone gets angry and starts shouting. so unhealthy la! haiz someone help me!

camp is drawing nearer but it seems my spiritual life is not getting much better. hope it will be different after the camp but right now i need to control my emotions and prepare for the camp. sorry to those who have been affected by my temper lol...

anyway on a lighter note, my classmates just returned from ubin camp! surprisingly it looks quite fun but too bad i had to miss it lol. and i just missed another movie outing! they went to watch xmen3 and right now i have missed MI3, da vinci, and poisedon. now have to miss xmen3! :@:@:@

but because i had to get something more impt, i had to miss xmen3. i got a VINTAGE 80s japanese flanger! wah it's damn cool it looks old and vintage but still works damn good. made in japan someone sia! can still see the laber. the owner really took great care of it hahaha...

and check out my pedal rig! it's all done now, finally...for now! haha but there's no more space for another pedal :(
















the whole damn thing costs me 2 legs, 2 hands, and a head! oh man hahaha...but it's fun la just a hobby i love doing what i like! and you should to!

tmr i'm leaving for china to visit my dad and just now i just erased a big chunk of words by accident :@. anyway quite excited because stuff are damn cheap. and oh i'm not chinese FYI because momoren think i am *coughyutingcough* hahahaha...jk no hard feelings :P

hope it wont get boring but i have to study for my blocks also. i'm rather scared about it actually lol. my maths and chem are like shit lah dunno how to help myself... :(

holidays are here! whooh!

the aftermath

*oh no i lost one chord sheet paper!* long time no blog also!

today, marked the day, wait, YESTERDAY, the saturday, of my first sports competition i took part in. HWA CHONG TAEKWONDO sent everyone down to YCK sports hall. we got overall silver in the end. HWA CHONG GOGOGO! WE ROCK!
but so sad i didnt even get thru the first round of the comp, the prelims. i trained very hard and prayed hard also, but God didnt answer my prayer but letting me get through. it could be because of a few reasons, being:
1) i dont deserve to win, maybe God doesnt want me to get thru
2) God is testing me
3) He wants me to wait before my prayer gets answered

i think the last 2 are the most logical reasonings. hehe...

anyway it was quite sian, 11am-9pm for the comp. BUT MY WHOLE class is in PULAU UBIN camp now hahaha! i get to pon! WHOOH!
but today i could sense the spirit of my tkd club. although we may be ill disciplined, rude, slack, etc and all the bad stuff, we're all very united and supportive for the competitors. but it was awesome the HC spirit. but we cant compare to VJ because they're always cheering and waving banners. they're mad! hahaha...

and i realised my STUPID EZ LINK is INVALID and spoilt i have to go sembawang or hougang to fix it! :@:@:@

anyway here are the things i'm going to do during the JUNE HOLIDAYS!!! WHOOH!
1) go China visit my dad
2) CAMP CAMP CAMP ENCOUNTER!!!
3) wfl? i think i can go for 1!
4) MUG FOR BLOCKS
5) practise guitar
6) anticipate for sweelee mid year sale (get 7string!)
7) hang out wif buds and watch movies!

so i'll be away from 31stmay to 4th june in china! i'll eat lots and live like a KING! Simon the Great! hahaha!!!

i wonder how's my classmates suffering in UBIN HAHAHA and i'm slacking right here. my mom's watching the ring! so scary dont dare watch. channel 5!

i'm so random. BUT OH YA! was so busy past few days, forgot to post about sabbaticals! rock climbing rocks, and western oils is...oily! but it rocks too! and check out my nice paintings!



i dont have my teddy bear one i dunno where it went :P

btw it was meant to be an impressionist painting but it turned out bad?




let me explain to u my painting! this is the painting of the classroom. and we all noe the classroom is not a nice place to be in, because we have to listen to boring teachers and struggle to keep awake.
but the main explanation is this. i used dull colours, brown, grey and simple monotonous colours to represent the boring and monotonous routine we go through in school everyday, every week and every year. notice the colours, they go from light to dark, left to right. this represents the class being divided by the intellectual abilities of the students, e.g. smart, average, dumb, very dumb, simon etc...and the 3 chairs in the middle represent the rankings, smart, average and dumb. the tables next to them represent the results, and the dark side is the lousier side. haha...
nice explanation right! :p






I'M SQUASHED!








and jiemin wouldnt stop laughing to herself about the old woman with the harmonica. seriously! is it that funny? hahaha! and she reminded me of my emoticons all gone, and my computer's seroiusly BUSTED FRIED DEAD MRS SAM GONE DETSROYED DOOMED and there's no way i noe of to recover it. and speaking of jiemin, she told us a question on giving $1m to a:
1) old woman playing the harmonica on the road
2) 5 year old boy who's parents died in tsunami
3) 23 year old man suffering from cancer.
the $1m would help someone, and the moral of the story was that God chooses to give things to ppl that He wants to, i.e. spiritual gifts. and i chose to give to the man. arts people would give the money to the man or child, but science ppl would take the money, invest it in a bank, get enough money, and give it to everyone! hahaha! that's dumb

this is a super long post. it's late now and i'm typing on my lap because the stupid keyboard holder went in and wont come out! it's stuck la! everything arounds me seems to be spoiling and DYING AND GETTING BUSTED AND MRS SAM!

ok bye for now!

the day has come...

the day has come...and TAYLOR HICKS WON! whooh! i'm so happy! this is the FIRST time someone we supported actually WON! haha he rocks man!

had western oils sabbaticals today. woke up at 8.30 and reached school at 9.10. but whooh can wake up later a bit! i'm lovin' it! ;)
we did a water colour painting, and i painted yushu's teddy bear! it's so cute but my technique was wrong, i used acrylic style, so didnt look nice! robert's one was nice because he's ang moh and the teacher likes him. LOL
we ended around 1.45! whooh! and i chionged home to prepare for music prac later. so exciting i look forward to the camp! got new effects rig too! so shiok! but my stupid wah pedal keeps dropping off so i take it out first. :)

pics of rock climbing coming soon when i have the time! bye!

happy bday!

happy bday wah toon, and wah kiat! it's past 12 now and that means i've not written for 2 days lol. i'm so tired so this will be short...

after music prac, i waited for a damn half hour for a cab! and my cab driver was an old man, so he was hard of hearing, and my chinese so lousy. but thank God managed to get home safely hahah...

i wish taylor hicks will win!

music prac tmr, havent transcribed everything yet, still got stupid sabbaticals, i want to pon go home prac. haha...

bye!

i'm pissed

simon is very angry over the stupid computer because it doesnt agree with him!

i'm not going to blog much tonight and it's like 13min away from tmr! i'm so angry and fed up with the stupid comp. it's so bloody slow and i just reformatted it. i have to reinstall every single shit and IT'S MAKING MY BLOOD BOIL! i'm so angry right now...the comp is slow and it reminds me of a comp 10 years ago. it's like a younger-than-mrs samuel kind of computer! i want to bash it up...

GRRR...

OH! BUSTED!

I AM SO PISSED! MY STUPID COMP IS SPOILT! i'm using my sis one and it's like a tortoise! i still prefer my own comp! must reformat tmr and if everything is gone, KILL ME! luckily i have 2 hard drives and i contain most of them on the second drive! (: smart right! ahahaha

tmr is rock climbing i dunno wat's going to happen. but i hope i dont have to belay someone twice my weight *coughryancough*! but jianmin's going tmr! haha can talk to him and catch up with old times!

and i just realise i'm such a money-spending-whore. which reminds me i just placed everything in order! so happy!
















we went to KFC for dinner today. it was freaking oily makes me wanna puke! that means...MORE PIMPLES! ARGH!!! and i saw smth very funny...a family of fat people eating KFC. i guess they must have go there every weekend because they're arms and thighs can probably feed an entire army for a lifetime! LOL! oops i'm so evil! but i saw the woman, or you can call her YO MAMA, her arm was larger than my thigh! haha, oh btw "yo mama so fat that when she fell in love, she broke it!" HAHAHA damn stupid!

i also managed to catch like 10min of singapore idol. it's quite funny very dumb. haha i think it would have been fun if i joined. TOO BAD NO ONE wants to queue with me! pity pity...

enough injuries for the pass week, hope tmr rock climbing i wont split my pants or whack against the rocks! HAHAH!

bye!

somebody kill me...

i spent so much money today (wont say how much :P). my atm is like unlimited but i cant imagine that number of years i take to save up so much! *recalls all the cny where i get sooo little and the days in primary school where i save a dollar a day* that's real pathetic no wonder i'm so damn skinny! :@ wait i'm not skinny, i'm thin! skinny sounds weak, thin doesnt :P

anyway went to meet ashley for lunch before church. robert and ryan went to buy junwei a present. happy bday junwei! i ate BK wif ashley and we chatted about our schools. it's so interesting to catch up and compare our schools. LOL! then i went to bras basah complex to check out the 7string guitar. BLOODY HELL! THEY DONT HAVE! i was quite angry because there were stock a month ago! and i have to go to aljunied lah! wtf! :@
so i went to another guitar shop and LOW AND BEHOLD! i saw something damn tempting! a pedalcase going for half the price i saw on the web. i'm not professional so i just buy la heck care the brand can use can liao! WHOOH! so happy! ok here's the dumb thing about carrying a big pedalcase around town:

1. when carrying a pedalcase that's so big, ppl tend to stare at u and siam u!
2. ppl think ur carrying a bomb but they realise i'm chinese and i'm a young boy
3. no security officer approached me to say "HANDS UP! OPEN THE CASE SLOWLY!"
4. i was sweating so much when carrying the big case that ppl think that i'm nervous to detonate a BOMB
5. the MRT was SO DAMN UNUSUALLY crowded today

and so i went to church carrying the pedalcase. xiangyu, ryan, robert, tracy, fungmin all asked me the same qn: "what is that? is that a bomb ur carrying? what mrt u going to bomb?" this is so dumb!

i learnt about serving in church today. today's sermon was real great and inspiring! although pastor ben quite chim, but the sermon was great! so after church i went to city hall to purchase my other guitar stuff. SO START KILLING ME NOW: (btw skip this if ur not into guitaring haha!)

met daniel at 6.30 and bought a set of Dimarzio NEW7 pups from him! would be my pups for my next guitar! whooh! and i was so excited because i was meeting ark to get back my EQ pedal. he changed the footswitch, making is sooo much easier to press. i remembered the horrid days of gigging when i couldnt press the damn thing in time to boost my solos. anyway i went to guitar77 and bought 2 sets of curt mangan strings and a daisy chain. were they $5.50 each or $6.50 each? i dunno! i may have been cheated cos i heard him say $5.50 and he charged me $6.50! but nvm i still <3 G77! the ppl are so funny la. they were DRINKING as USUAL and uttering lame and stupid nonsense hahaha...they're cool they're cool...and i bought 2 patch cables from luther. feeling sooo broke!

i was satisfied from my shopping spree! it's so nice to shop for things u like, NOT FOR THINGS U DONT LIKE. =D

and now it's quite late but tmr's a SUNDAY! and after which is sabbaticals! so that means slacking but still have to wake up early :( and i finished my part for PW! yiwei i'm sooo efficient! ;)

and i just realised my entries are super long so bear with it! i'm leaving lots of paragraph so as to make it not look wordy!

i love saturdays! and my pedalboard is so nice now! much bigger! pix soon! bye!

i'm lame

ok i'm going to die right now someone help me. my legs are like going to break and i having a headache now! this is how my day began:

maths was real boring i didnt understand how to do a single shit lah. but i wrote the letters for ms wong, ms ho and ms tan. they left already! so sad. we had a farewell to them later on...
then we played captain's ball during PE! and guess wat? i had like 3 injuries? i was defending my team, and i tried getting a long high ball, and i jumped, and the stupid ball whacked my assets! :@ wtf i fell to the ground rolling around screaming in pain. it was DAMN embarrassing! luckily i recovered fast, and rejoined them. then i got whacked in the spine! ouch! then i fell down while protecting the ball (i was hugging it so dirty!), then i saw someone CHARGING at me i thought it was a guy, but i saw pink small shoes! it was SAMANTHA so violent. she kicked me! but she always kana whacked by the ball in the HEAD damn funny! hahha

then i played bball with chris, robert, toon and shaun choy! oh man it was damn funny! me and chris vs they 3 and they so n00b and we owned like 12-6 or smth? c'mon i scored like more than half! hahaha! scored 4 goals in a row! i'm getting more pro! must play more bball! hahaha

but then i was damn tired before tkd, and i was going to die. my legs were sooo tired! and i swear they made us do like 40 times the pattern? argh almost died la! but then quite slack later on...competition next sat and we're all dead! hahaha!

tmr will be a fun day! there's church tmr and will go shopping with robert and ryan before church. then after church i'll be getting back my pedal! and also buying 2 7string pickups for my next one...damn fun! hahaha!

bye!

day2

ok updates:
i changed my blog title, the old one was real stupid and makes no sense. this makes more sense. :)

just reached home. played bball and ULTIMATE friscbee with our CG. yongsheng is damn pro at bball, and reihorng who crashed also damn pro! so tall it's so funny so see 2 giants snatching the ball and bending down REAL LOW hahaha. leon was like a FLY u see, flying here and there wif the ball. so funny! i totally suck at bball, because i cant control it well and i seriously cant aim! but friscbee was damn fun! but it was like 4-4 WHOLE bball court! made us run until damn tired. in the end, leon sam robert and xiangyu won. :( nvm but was damn fun!

and we played captain's ball wif my beloved class 75 for PE. i was the captain! first time man, real slack and quite fun, but damn scary standing on the chair. and siyun...haiz...hahhaha she couldnt catch properly at the start, but she scored twice? :D

and guess what? i didnt sleep in lecture! but i slept in siva's lesson because he was super SUPER boring! oh man, luckily he didnt catch me! i'm getting pro in covering my eyes when i sleep! and i slept in PW too (siva's lesson) and my grp woke me up, and i just woke up, so i was like STARING at them for waking me up!

and so sad...all our J3 teachers left...as in LEFT NEVER will see them again! :( maybe got la, but it was damn sad, could see it in their eyes. they couldnt bear to leave us la, but although they J3, but they're better than the new NIE teachers. and ms soh from yushu class is going to teach us bio, dunno about chem. i heard she's real nice but very very slow...and we have to go back for remedial bio lesson!

ok i'm going to eat dinner now! will BLOG AGAIN later! it's soooooo fun! :D

back from dinner. so sad elliot is out from american idol :( i totally dont want kat to be in top 2! she will def win taylor because she's younger and prettier.

i'm doing chem ilp now and i dun want to. there's still maths but i have NO MOOD to do. and i'm lagged in msn because the class just invited me into a mass convo. lagging 10mins and counting...

this is so boring...

bored...

i'm in the comp lab now with mswong talking about bio test...i'm so bad i'm blogging now! hahha...

guess wat...I PASSED my bio test! WHOOH! first time first time. but i failed my stupid chem! :(

it's so cold where i'm seating and i want to go toilet! SO BADLY! and i'm going to change my template soon! look out for updates hehe...

bye!

freak

simon is such a freak. he just posted 7min ago and he's posting again! SOMEONE STOP HIM! WHOOH!

*me thinks it's damn fun! WHOOH!*

pics of my babies! enjoy! (i'm just filling up space :P )























<-- i sold this baby... :(







and if ur thinking wat my blog will be like, it will be NOT made of:
1. scandals and gay shit
2.philosophical stuff
3.complaining about how dumb the world is (hmmm maybe can la)
4.writing poems and about how wonderful life is

BUT it will be just crap and bullshit and fun and more fun and crap and bullshit and fun and more fun and...

*edit. it took me a damn 10min to figure out how to post images! :@

BYE!

brand new!

ok this is my virgin post! i'm officially a blogger! whooh! but i'm so n00b to these kinds of stuff la, i dunno how to use the HTML! it's like...TAMIL or GREEK to me la...hahaha

so tired after taekwondo today. ended at 7.30 WTH and reached home at 8pm! super super tired now la! but guess what? i'm going for competition! seh right! my coach said we good sia, whooh! damn tired, but my kicking improved! we also sparred (is that how u spell it???) and my moves were GREAT! WHOOH! hahaha been practising man so cool

went home to catch americal idol! taylor hicks really rocks! i think he's going to win. but i think elliot yamin will get voted OUT tmr! oh no! i prefer him to kat, but i wanted chris to win! :@
and sg idol next sunday! i think it's going to be damn stupid and funny...

oh guess what? tmr got bio test and i havent studied! so tired, and had to do stupid econs tutorial or siva will kill me, and go like "Simon, why havent u done ur work? ur supposed to prepare for ur tutorials every time u come to lesson" i mean c'mon la! other classes dao him and never do tutorials, they despise him openly :)

ok it's getting late, my virgin post ends here. blogging seems fun! :P

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